My journal is now sorta friends-only. That being because I have personal stuffs in here. Like, long boring rants and such and I dont like the idea of anyone being able to read them....cause there personal and such....yesss. So, yes, feel free to add me if we have something in common and all that jazz. (Though really, theres nothing here, im boreing and I dun right fanfiction or anything.) But I love meeting new friends so cha! But yeah, thats that.

I couldnt find a banner that I LOVED so I got the idea from my dearest Spooky to use a pic of my friends and me! Yays!

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do it.

Im gunna be 20 next year!!!!!!!!!

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20.

What the actual fuck?

Im like....growing up. Technically speaking. Oh my shit. This means that I have to do all of the stupid shit I want to do THIS year before I cant get away with it anymore.

Because seriously? You cant go on a road trip following Warped tour when your 20. That's just sad. I mean, Id still do it, Id just not tell anyone I was and like...lie about my age.

20.

Im so fucking old....

well...im actually 18. But next year, 20. Fucking motherfucker of an asschipmunk.

I turn my back for one second and this happens?

ok, well, maybe I have been out of anything jrock, kpop or jpop for like...a year. But seriously. One year and one of my favorite pairing dies? Where did Tae7en go? I was expecting an influx of fan fiction since I was gone for so long but what do I get? Not a thing. Not one fanfic.

What else happened? If you tell me Jaeho is no longer the most popular kpop paring like...ever I will hurt something.

Gazette calendar? Miyavi calendar? Both? Im thining both.

also, fear not. I am alive. I know. A miracle, you thought I was dead.


....sorry about that. Remember me?

I am in the PROCESS of re-vamping this thing...again. I just need to get over to kats and make her help me with all the techy stuffs. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaah. That may take a while.

oh, and I cant go to AE this yeah. Yeah. I almost cried. But, I do get to meet the guys from Cute Is What We Aim For, so that makes things kinda ok. But kinda not cause yeah....first time in four years im not going....

Cha. Anyways I was at my cabin for the last little while, which was amazing. I love that life. Get up whenever you want, grab somthin to eat and head to the beach. Just lye there for hours under an umbrella pack a lunch read and swim when it gets to hot. I even got a tan! Its kinda fucked up but its better then that time i burn my boobs. This one is just blotchy. Yeah....me and the sun don't get along. Anyways I was there with my friend Sandy and we decided it would be cool to walk to the other side of the island. Yeah. Not sure why. It was so not. It was basically all up hill, like hiking, and it was reallllly fucking hot. Yeah. Shit. We made it to the other side and the store there, theres none on our side, didn't open for like, 2 hr. So we sat on the dock and talked. I think that everyone one that side of the island knows way to much about us now. We kinda talked loud.....If we ever run into any of them I can see that being all "those are the sluts from Keats island!" Heh, yeah.

Oh, and we were so awesome we decided that we were so not walking back....so we took a boat, yeah. We rock, lol.

oh, and we had to buss it back from the bay and the buss dropped us off at berrard and we decided that since we were finally back in civilization again we needed to shop and party to feel human again so...with our huge ass back packs and the cooler we walked around Vancouver....all cabin smelly and everything. I even went to Bookoff and got a Panic at the disco cd, lol. I think everyone in every shop thought we were crazy.

oh, and we went to metro and took sticky pics to remember our awesomeness with.

also, later that night we when for a late dinner and East Side Marrios and the waiter there remembered me! I hadn't been there in forever but he did! He even remembered what I ordered! I guess I do flirt to much....Sandy says its cause I where really slutty clothes. Meh, we came to the mutual understanding that I'm the slut and shes the whore. Just so we stop arguing.

there, i updated! Go me. I really am just made of awesome.

oh, and whit_stellar and ninxai we are so going. It will be awesome. A bottle of gray goose and some coolers and where set.

 So I was bord and decided to rent a few movies to pass the time. I ended up getting  2:37 and Death at a Funeral. 2:37 was weird. It was about a bunch of teenagers and they were all really fucked up and one girl ended up killing herself in  the end.....yeah. Just....not the type of movie I was in for at the time. Death at a Funeral was awesome though. I love British humor. it was actual lol funny. Its been a long time since ive seen a movie like that. You know, where its not stupid teenage humor that's not funny at all but actual intelligent funny. Yeah.

but you know what was even awesomer? TASTE OF CHAOS!!!!!!!!!!! Boo fucking hells yeah! That shit rocked! I'm not going to go into a huge long rant about it because ive seen enough of them and they bore me...so yeah. Just the highlights.

We left on Monday morning at that went well all except for the little miss hap with Grey Hound where they royally fucked us over. Yeah. Got that worked out though. So yeah. Got to Seattle and then got checked into the hotel and all that jazz. Then Kat took me to this Asian mall type thing, like Seattle's version of Yao-han and we met two awesome people also attending the concert, Britt ans Byron. Turns out that they were staying in the same hotel as us so we ended up hanging out in one room that night and going to the concert together the next day. 

So, Tuesday was cold. Really fucking cold. We got the the venue at about 8:30 and I was wearing a dress and shit. Cold. Britt, Kat and Byron actually had to leave to get blankets it was that cold. It was like that till about....10:30? Maybe. Then the tour buss started coming by!!!!!!!!!! It was so awesome. I was in front of MUCCs buss and I jumped on this girls back and I just might have flashed them...not quite sure on that one...yeahhhhhhhh.

Anyways! At the concert I was right in front of Zero and it was the best shit ever. I was at the very front pushed against the barrier and yeah. Just...I'm not really good at describing things. So...whatever. The concert was great, D'espa was fucking awesome, as was MUCC. I didn't see the Underneath play as I wanted to get merch and get to the D'espa signing asap...

Oh! During the concert there was the stupid american band the liked to do split mosh pits and I fucking hate those things and there the most violent type of mosh pit ive ever been in and I was at the front and I new that was a horrible place to be for that type of pitt. Yeah...pain. I have bruises everywhere. This one guy would not stop elbowing me in the back cause he wanted my spot or someshit so when the stage hand pulled me out I made sure to boot him in the face with my 4 inch platforms. That felt good. Bastard. That and he kep trying to feel me up. Kinda serves me right though for the whole dress thing, but still. Facebooting felt good.

anyways, after the actual show there was signings by all three bands, which owned cause I was worried I wouldn't get to have a meet and great with D'espa. and omfg. Zero is SOOOOO fucking gorgeous in person!!!!!!!!! asdksdcna. Yesss. I am a Zero fangirl. *spazz* I was right in front of himmmm. I shock his handddddd. He spat water on meeeee. omgggg. Um, yeah, sorry.

anyways, yeah. That concert was completely worth the pain, bruises and the tests and midterm that I so failed as a result. Totally. And then some.